Dear Friend,

Happy New Year!
I hope you had or still having a lot of fun during this lovely holiday season
as for me well rest assured I did a lot of merriment.

I'm writing to you this now in the dog days of August
the humidity and heat must has gone thru my head
I'm merely exaggerating, I'm fine really

anyway, I know it is too soon or late to let you know
but I do not know what will happen in the near future
as far as next year that I could forecast (who does really?)
besides travel..I'll be traveling a lot.

I'm going through a lot of stuff at the moment
by faith I know it was already resolved
I have yet to prove myself worthy.

I'm trying a lot of things lately which is good or bad
by bad I meant like a distraction
I'm easily distracted these days especially when I'm near the goal/deadline
which is again good or bad
good, coz I know I'm close
bad, coz I sometimes let myself get distracted anyway haha

I'm typing my worries away
by doing so would somewhat alleviate my anxieties in life
and by a means of reflecting about my life choices

I'd like you to know that you are a blessing!
to be honest without you who would I confide my feelings with?
who would read such post? haha

the ups and downs in the life
that's when we know we are still alive!
Oh adulthood how I long for you so
and now that you are here
I'd like to go back being a child again
thank you very much
who would have thought?

There are times wherein I'd like to imagine I hit a jackpot
so I could spend the rest of my days wandering about
then again I would get bored easily
and distract myself with unnecessary things in life

I feel like I've been going thru this entire ordeal since I moved here
after this I dunno what else to do anymore
I feel like a zombie at times...

have you ever heard of
travel while you're still young and able
coz you'll never have enough time and money anyway
there is no right moment
the only moment is now
so take action!

and that is what I'm doing
taking action!
we must seize everyday opportunity!
anyway I hope you are well
and thank you!


XOXO

The Lucky Ones

Waking up every morning

Seeing you by my side

Still gives me that fluffy feeling.

As I kissed you goodbye

You told me to stay

But I gotta go

Or else I'll be late.

Now back home

You tried your best to stay awake

We talked about all sorts of things

The gap seems non existent.

At the opposite side of the spectrum

We're perfectly matched

We love and hate something about ourselves

But by the end of the day still enamoured.

We're the lucky ones

We made each other better

Never stop learning and improving

Quitting is not the answer.

Insignificant

They warned me about people like you

Who use people like a tool

Turned into a fool

Are you happy now?

As people swarm and followed you like flies

While dogs barked and howled at the moon

The media followed close by as they badly need a scoop

How sad you turned into this

zombie low life

Enslave by society

Drowning in your own ego

In time, will slowly fade away into the side lines

That will eventually evaporate into nothingness.

Bittersweet

I'd like to get to know you more

But it's too late

As I'm slowly drifting away

Moving on to the other side

I'd like to go back

how we used to

Our circumstances change so quickly

And so are we

I'd like to tell you how much I love you

and how much it pains me that there will be to no more us

No more late night drives

and late night food cravings

No more of anything

Cursing at the horizon

I muttered its better this way

At least I get to see you one last time

That foolish grin

I answered with a smirk

Goodbye my love

Mind Games

there's a thought inside my head
I can't get it out
I wanna see you instead

I've been arguing to myself
whether it's a good idea or not
mayhaps it is...I just don't know it yet

why is it so hard to ask you out
it's not as weird as it sounds
let's hang out let loose for a little while

getting pumped up
in this imaginary event
my mind is playing games with me
wasting my precious time

and so I'll just see you when I see you
call you when I miss you
and tell you that I like you
when that time comes I know that I already
love you

Good times

Imagine you and me

Walking side by side

At peace with ourselves

We could be anywhere really

We stopped by the nearby cafe and ordered a bunch of things to go

Then we head into the park and decide to have a mini picnic there also people watch

I drank my latte and you sipped into your favorite beverage

Ate some sandwiches and desserts on the side

We laughed at the littlest things

Played some games

Chattered til it's almost time for dinner

After a quick cleanup we're on our way once again into this nice corner restaurant

The waiter greeted us with a smile

We ordered something in season and something unusual for a change

The day quickly gone by as we bid each other good night

Til next time

One of a kind

I never thought I'd like you this much

Our attraction was immediate and spontaneous

I still couldn't believe I met a guy like you

So adorable,nice,humble and kind.

I'm a lucky girl to have someone like you

Just seeing and talking to you is a blessing

Every single day you never fail to amuse me

Where have you been all my life?!

One day we'll surely look back

On how and where we met

Telling absurd tales

Laughing til our bellies ache and no sound comes out.

I hope we won't forget

These lovely memories we once shared

I'll cherish it forever

Let's grow old together.

Chemistry

We saw each other on the very first day

Didn't really expect to be friends right away

You seem like a nice guy

I smiled as you wave and said hi!

You're pretty cute

And drive some girls crazy

But not me, we kept each other grounded

And company.

Then life just sorta happens

We haven't talked in awhile

Our distance grew

But then when we talk...

We picked up immediately where we left off.

I miss you my dearly beloved friend

You're one of my favorite persons in the world

And you'll always have a place inside my heart.

Shady

Hello

Do I know you?

It seems like eons ago since I last saw you

I tried to reach out

But it seems my message wasn't fully conveyed

I travelled to the moon and back

And yet you didn't even bother to say..hey!

My last contact seems like a lost cause

I gave you two chances

I refuse to give you another

Like a strikeout meant to happen

It's extremely sad to lose a friend

Or at least that's what I thought you were

But I guess not

So.. goodbye stranger

It was nice to know you

At least for a little while

That mere thought was rather comforting

I ought to go 

To a place faraway

And never again will I ever bother to the likes of you.

It seems rather bitter to part this way

Then again what else is there to say?

Whenever

This guy I met
a couple of moons ago
I haven't seen him in awhile
and yet I always find myself wondering

I'd like to think that I like him
or maybe I already did
before I even noticed it myself
I'm so weird!

I wanna know what is and not what if
and yet here I am all clammed up
whenever we talk or see each other
my body and words fails me

I feel like I'm being tested every single time
Oh the humanity of it all!
what is this?!
man up c'mon!

On writing

Been writing like crazy these days
Which is good!
I let inspiration strikes
Hit me with its best shot

I focus on a feeling
Then a certain topic like a person
Or a thing but mostly love
I love that term LOVE
I feel like everyone and anyone can and could relate to it
Somewhere out there I do believe there's a person feeling what I might be feeling
And also that feeling of not being alone in this type of situation..
And so I write in this case type
To fly away and escape this whirlwind type of emotions

and let it be translated into words
I hope this post finds you well my friend
I'll try to write more soon!

This guy

Every year just like clockwork
There's a guy
Who enters my life
Could be anyone from anywhere really

The impact could be from mindblowing to life changing
Quite a good feeling actually
So I wonder who and what next?!
I just let life surprise me!

Is it just me?

As I stare deep into your eyes
You got stuck
imbedded into my mind

I can't get you out of my head
your trick is working
Am I alive or dead?

As we stare into each other's eyes
Time passed by slowly
It seems like eternity

We locked each other down like a target
We barely talk
And yet we smile

For a moment
From time to time
a glimpse of happiness

Mind the gap

As I lay into bed
A lot of stuff going through inside my head
You suddenly popped up
I wonder how you been?
Are you also thinkin bout me just the same?

I can't get you outta my mind
It's crazy every single time
Why don't we hangout once in a while

Whenever I see you I get this fluffy feeling
I find it very intriguing
Dunno how it exactly happened
But it did
Sorry I wasn't paying that much attention before

As you walk along the corridor
I wonder whether you are looking at me or thru me?
Quite hard to tell through your poker face

Hard to believe but by now I haven't seen you in ages
Do you miss me?
As I miss you?
I've always wondered what's going in your head
Mayhaps I'll just ask you next time...

MidPoint

You're a bit complicated

I understand

so let's talk it out and compromise

I dunno how and when
but whenever I see you
nothing else truly matters

I guess we reached the middle ground
we have something common after all
let's leave it at that

Opposites Attract

I met a guy that looked like you
I know it's too good to be true
but he's like the exact opposite of you

I guess the saying's true
that there are people who look a like
Living in a different country and life

I feel like these sort of things only happens on TV/Movies
some doubts crossed my mind not gonna lie
I liked him way better as time pass by.

Endless Love

I wish you were here with me
as I lie wide awake
in the middle of the night

I miss our endless conversations
your presence
I miss you a lot!

Remembering how we met
and fell in love
that scene on repeat in my mind

I really wish you were truly here
and not just inside my head
to feel your warmth once again.

Mundane

Same old pattern

on repeat every single day

day dreaming as a form of escape

reality catches on

after I took a long break

the cycle goes on...I'm still wide awake

where to next I wonder

as I checked the time and calendar

which seems endless and forever,

Wanderlust

There are times I'd stare aimlessly far away
tend to wonder
think about loads of things like travel and yonder

I update my bucketlist ever so often
check,cross out whatever's written
I'd check upon flights every now and then
monitor prices as if I'd be goin

Some days are long or shorter than expected
although there are times where
I'd just simply forget about it.

Sleep

If only I could stock on some Zs
I'll do it in my spare time
then withdraw it when needed
especially whenever I had less than three hours of doze

Some days I haven't slept a wink
or those days I rather choose to sleep
and stay in

Times where I'd power nap my way
just to keep me going
I like cold coffee and some milk
as it extends its helping hand
send me off the dream realm
sooner and faster than I can.